26.04.2009

Weird Day


Really weird day . Vremea a fost naspa , cand ploaie , cand soare , cand vant o.O

Bine ca nu m-am plictisit . S-a tinut pana la urma meet-ul A-XG , desi am fost numai 4 persoane including me . Eh , at least we had fun ( some of us more than others =D [ hence my happy mood meaning that I must've fallen for someone ... and yes , I did ^____^ ]  ) . Data viitoare ( a.k.a. sambata ) poate o sa fim ceva mai multi *happy feeling again* . 

Oh , did I forgot to mention ? A fost si cutremur azi , myeah , who cares ? A fost a fost , asta e , eu oricum ma jucam S.T.A.L.K.E.R. si eram in mijlocul unui blowout cand s-a petrecut and first I was like : "OMG ! Special effects ! @__@ ... hey ... wait ._. this is real ! ... ... Ah well ... DIE MONOLITH ! *devilish laugh*" XD . Yes , stiu , sunt dus cu pluta but that's me .

Anyway , cam atat , simteam nevoia sa spun ce s-a intamplat azi *feels happy feeling again ... n__n* 

Sweet dreams ! ( yes , no nightmares today =P )

20.04.2009

Oblivion Lost


Well , azi am re-luat S.T.A.L.K.E.R. - Shadow of Chernobyl de la inceput XD . Imi place enorm atmosfera post-apocaliptica cu radiatii and such . I consider myself a real STALKER . I feel like I somehow belong to The Zone ... I can easily tell that my heart belongs with cyber / apocalyptical / industrial stuff . There are the things that appeal me and which I feel most at ease with . 

In the game I reached The Garbage area , and I now must find some suit-case in a military warehouse and after that deliver it to the Bar Keep . 

Well , this is all ... nothing much to say , just a random post . Sweet nightmares >:]

09.04.2009

Not the World I remember ...



Uneori am impresia ca fiecare chestie care o fac are consecinte prea mari asupra lumii ... I mean , stiu ca orice actiune are si efect , dar nu chiar asa mare O.o'

Astazi de exemplu m-am trezit si am zis "Drace ! Vreau vreme intunecata !" m-am dus la baie sa ma spal pe dinti si s-a ars becu' ... am zis na , o fi vreo coincidenta stupida , ies din baie si vad ca se innorase intre timp ... OK , more stupid coincidences ... Dar totusi , parca e prea aiurea si nu e nici prima data cand ceva de genu' s-a intamplat . But anyway , poate iar vorbeste partea mea paranoica ... 

And another thing ... Care e scopul nostru pe aceasta lume ? Sa facem aceleasi chestii banale zi de zi , timp de aproximativ 70-100 ani , cam cat e o viata de om  ... Si unii se intreaba de ce X e mai rebel and stuff ... Pentru ca acel X si-a dat seama ca desi viata e scurta poate fi traita mult mai intens si frumos , asa cum vrei TU , nu EI , EI adica cei ce iti impun anumite reguli si care vor sa ii urmezi orbeste . 

And what makes us human ? Are we so different from everything else ? Is there anything inside us that makes us truly unique ? Is it the abillity to feel love ? Is it the abillity to feel pain ? Is it the abillity to feel hope ? Is it the abillity to make our own choices , accepting our own mistakes ? Am I who I am because I chose to be or am I just a simple combination of random events ? Will you still be the same person if you would not have lived your life exactly as you did ? Has every minor element of your life help to shape what you are today ? Do we have enough control to become the person we want to be ? What is it that makes us chose ? What makes you change ? What makes you human ? ... And I know , I wrote again in English but it doesn't matter , the point is , this life was not made for us to live it by some else's rules , we must make our own rules and live it at full capacity .

Enough for today :)

06.04.2009

Living The Wasted Life



Bam bam . Hop si eu cu un post :random: 

Hai sa incep cu chestii specifice deoarece n-am inspiratie ( yet XD )

~ Mood : dunno , psycho-like ^^ ~
~ Music : Aesthetic Perfection - Living The Wasted Life ~
~ Internet : uhh O.o ... Blogger duuh ! ~

Ok , in mare am o energie dubioasa , asta si de la muzica of course . Maine cica am teza la Economie pentru care nu am invatat nimic ( yes , laugh all you want , but I'm confident si in plus am timp maine pana plec la liceu ) .

In rest , the usual : music , forum , gaming  , Y!M .

Si OMG ! Abia astept sa vina vacanta aia de Paste , maaaan do I long for it ... sa nu mai pomenesc de ce-a de vara si de faptul ca tre' sa imi gasesc un job undeva daca vreau sa strang cat mai repede bani de chitara . Oh well , o sa gasesc eu ceva pana la urma cu un salariu acceptabil .

In ultima vreme am ascultat numai Industrial si am neglijat de tot metalul ... Si faza mai aiurea e ca imi plac ambele la fel de mult dar chiar n-am cum sa ascult in acelasi timp 2 genuri diferite ... Yare yare , probabil cand imi va trece mood-ul de industrial voi recupera . But who the Hell knows how long it may take ? O__O

Meh , ajunge momentan , o sa incerc sa re-vin la posturile zilnice . Peace !

03.04.2009

Zombie Nation



Well , de multa vreme nu am mai postat ... Nu e mai nimic nou , afara de obsesia mea pentru zombie , ma rog , nu e noua , doar re-descoperita ^^

And I really would love a zombie-apocalypse ! I mean , just think of the thrill of being a Zombie Hunter . Maan ! What I wouldn't give u.u

Anyway , this is just about it ... *waiting for Z Day*